I honestly can't remember much about the journey back up to the Lucreiza Fortress, and that was entirely because of how overwhelmed I was emotionally by all of this; the frustration in particular was getting to me the most, and that... I had no idea how to deal with.
The first answer that came to mind was heading straight towards the training grounds and doing my best to attempt to tear the training dummies apart with my bare hands, while the close second was to go ask Yao Meirong if I could cash in on some rewards early.
That second one sounded far more appealing to me too, but at the same time it added to my frustrations as I stared at the woman that had started to take control of my life without any difficulties whatsoever.
