"Lay him down there" jaein said to doyoung and hoshi who were holding winwin straight while pointing at the couch which was long enough for a person to lie down comfortably.
Carefully making winwin who was fallen asleep by now lie on the couch doyoung and hoshi stretch their back before giving jaein a thankful look.
"You guys rest here until all the customers went away, once they'll be gone take him back home" the lady instructed before passing a small smile to all the four males standing there in the room before leaving closing the door behind his back.
As soon as she left, the room was filled with pin-drop silence as no one knows what to say as it was so damn awkward for everyone.
if they start speaking about what winwin did hoshi for sure won't like it as looking at the male it looks like he have a lot of questions to ask to winwin but unfortunately the Chinese male is sleeping peacefully.
"I checked all the customers phone and they have no video of winwin hyung so it's all ok"
seungkwan said as soon as he entered inside the room with jungwoo who was carrying a bucket of water bottle for everyone which jaein had ask him to bring to them to help them dealing with their hangover and looking at all of their faces no one could tell that they had drinks as all them are completely sane right now.
Coming back to reality hearing seungkwan's voice hoshi speak up first in his most serious tone which he rarely even never used for his friends and hearing his voice everyone know that have to follow whatever hoshi is saying without any single argument.
"Whatever happened here should be between us only. Tommorow is Taeyong's birthday and the entire group will be there and I don't want them to know anything. Taeyong's birthday should not be spoiled so act like your usual self tommorow get that?"
Hoshi ordered receiving a nod from everyone before falling silent once again, all the other five males sharing a common worried look with each other before looking away and trying to deal with their own questions and thoughts silently.
And just in some minutes all of them find themselves a place to sit in the average size room which was mostly on the ground with seungkwan-jungwoo, haechan-renjun and doyoung-hoshi sitting in three different corner as a pair.
Looking at everyone's face being down, haechan bite his lower lip before hesitantly start speaking and even though he talks very slowly it felt like as if his voice is ringing on all the four corners of the room.
"I am sorry, if I hadn't gave the idea of drinking then this wouldn't happened" haechan said looking down at his hand making renjun speak up.
"Don't be silly, it's not your fault we didn't imagine the night to turn to be like that it just... happened. So don't feel sad" renjun said slowly before passing haechan a assuring smile as he know all haechan meant was good.
"I feel like whatever happened is for good" doyoung speak up making everyone look at him in surprise before looking at hoshi who was sitting silently on the another edge of couch in front of doyoung with his back supported with the not so soft mattress.
"Atleast you come to know that yuta was once in a relationship" doyoung said, speaking what was on his mind but in the most gentle manner possible making everyone expect hoshi to give each other a silent look of agreement.
"I have one question" Jungwoo said hesitantly earning everyone's attention at him "when did yuta and winwin hyung met?" Jungwoo asked which was going on in everyone's mind including hoshi who didn't bother looking up from his intertwined hand as there is no point of reacting to the question he have no answer about.
"I think i know" renjun said after a short pause and hoshi finally looked up to him with a poker face on making the younger Chinese look away not being able to make eye contact with hoshi after today's incident.
"Winwin ge's mom once told me that he used to be a kpop trainee in SM Entertainment around 2012 to 2016 but he wasn't able to make it at the last evaluation and had to come back to China ever since then he never went back to Korea until when he had to come with me when I first come here to help me settle down three years ago."
"It means they both met during there trainee period?" Seungkwan replied first to renjun's answer causing the Chinese to nod making everyone to fall silent again.
"Did yuta tell you about it ever?" Doyoung inquired hoshi who looked at him shooking his head in no with a questioning look.
"Why would he tell me that?"
"Because you are his friend."
"So because I am his friend he is supposed to tell me about his past relationship which most probably ended on a very bad note?" Hoshi replied back looking straight in doyoung's eyes making the male stop speaking before sighing.
"So what now?" Seungkwan asked hoshi earning a confused look from him.
"Are you still going to confess your feelings to him?" Jungwoo asked making hoshi look at them with a questioning look.
"What if he is still not over from winwin hyung?" Haechan asked even though all three of them knows they are nowhere to ask such things to hoshi but all they want hoshi to be aware with all the things before he make a decision which will affect him in long run either positively or negatively.
"Didn't you guys heared what winwin had said at last that it hurt him to see yuta loving someone else. It clearly means that he is over from the relationship" Seungkwan said causing jungwoo and haechan to look down ashamed.
Hoshi having no more courage to sit there and hear everyone's povs stood up from his place making all his friends confused "I am going home first" Hoshi said and none of them stopped him but before leaving hoshi look at winwin for the last time giving the sleeping male a long look.
"I don't know if I'll confess my feeling to yuta or not or if he is still in love with winwin or not. All I know is, he will be my friend no matter what." Hoshi made his stand clear looking at each of his friend a final time who nodded in response before hoshi left the place to go back to home.
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Driving back to home hoshi was completely silent as he was trying to understand the entire thing, his anger and hurt both were quite visible on his face.
The more he think of what winwin said the more the memories he had made with yuta appear in front of his sight and the more it made him hurt and angry about why yuta never talked about it to him ever?
Does the Japanese male don't trust him even a little to share about his past with him specially after last night when hoshi asked yuta about his uneasiness around winwin when he saw the Chinese male but yuta diverted the topic and this is what making hoshi fuming in anger.
But hearing what winwin had said made hoshi to try to think more rationally, putting himself in yuta's place hoshi can understand why the Japanese didn't told him anything about winwin. Afterall who would love to reminisce their hurtful past?
But then again the thought that Yuta most probably know how hoshi feels for him as it too obvious but the Japanese never call him out for his behaviour ever.
which means yuta too like him and if that's the case why he didn't told hoshi anything last night?
And remembering what jungwoo has said that there are chances of yuta still being in love with winwin made hoshi hit his hand hard on the starring wheel as the situation is too messed up for hoshi to come into a conclusion about what is right and what's wrong.
Stopping the car at a side hoshi put his head lightly into the staring wheel to stop himself from thinking too much and after a couple of minutes he looked up ahead him with a determined look.
If it was just about yuta and winwin hoshi didn't had to put too much care about the extremely messy situation but now as he is indirectly or directly included into the picture too
Hoshi know he need answer for all his doubts and for that he needs to talk to yuta straightforwardly as hoshi can't sit still waiting for himself to became a fool over and over again by yuta nor anyone else.
"What are you thinking?" Haechan asked renjun who was seeing how doyoung and jungwoo were carefully putting winwin on the back seat of the car with seungkwan holding the gate open.
"About many things" renjun said not sparing the glance away as he was in dazed "I never imagined facing such thing ever.... one is my brother and another one is my friend and both are being in love with same person" renjun said in his normal tone before looking at haechan worriedly.
"I am more worried about Hoshi hyung right now?" Renjun said earing a slightly questioning look from haechan who was thinking renjun was more worried about his brother's such terrible state.
"Winwin ge and yuta hyung's story has been over a long time ago and it just the pain and the memories which are holding winwin ge back from letting go of his past and maybe same for yuta but hoshi hyung? It's didn't even started for him and all this happened." Renjun said very calmly and haechan having nothing to reason out agreed to whatever renjun was saying.
"Even though Hoshi hyung is extremely bubbly and playful and never hold any bad feelings about anyone ever but considering the fact that how emotional and serious he is about his relations I am scared what will he do.... he is not a kind of person who will let anyone play with his feelings."
"Let just hope everything end well for everyone" haechan said and heared seungkwan shouting for their names to order them to went inside the car so they can roll. Giving each other a final look both the younger males headed to the car.
To be continued...