Seraphina
Alec spoke next. "That's not the only reason."
I laughed again, feeling extremely hysterical. "So what's the other option? Because you want to fuck me again? You probably forced yourself to do it the first time!"
At this point I was aware that I was blabbering, but I couldn't seem to stop.
"I know it was hard. All of this you're doing right now, stop forcing yourself to do…" I was cut off by a finger being pressed into my mouth. Not against, but inside.
My eyes widened and I stopped breathing, then I did what any normal person would… I wrapped my mouth around the finger and sucked. That single motion helped me pull in a deep breath while I shuddered hard. Alec was standing in front of me next, letting me tumble against his chest when I fell out of my seat. My entire body shook and tears blurred my eyes.
"Shhh." Alec's voice was low, grounding and collected. "It's okay. Keep taking deep breaths. I've got you, okay?"
